lost
lost in this big world, with little inspirition from my heart I sit infront of this mirror and stare at the reflection I see, wondering why im here.see a person full of life, with eager aspriations, like those of a child hoping to make his little league team. I stare and stare in search of who I am.
I see a person made up of bits and pieces of others as Frankenstein was.but yet again i doubt myself , going into a world of my own. like charlie and the chocolate factors, full crazy imigations . (not done just need to save it lol)
To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success
If we don’t change, we don’t grow. If we don’t grow, we aren’t really living
we must overcome difficulties rather than being overcome by difficulties
It’s better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not.
just writing out of my ass
do you sometimes wish that you can back to the past.
Go back to high school , where there was no worries just stress about passing your classes.
Talking to friends that “were” your friends , people that you dont talk to for different reasons.
When you learned how to ride a bike , with out your parents holding onto the back.
That first day of school , crying to your mom .
or go back to when you were 5 years old when you got that new toy on Xmas, thinking you were invisiable.
i feel like i made so many enemies through out my life, i just wish it can be the same. especially before 2005. just alot on my mind, just feel that life has turn and a 360 on me. it could be a good thing or a bad thing. i just hope god leads me through a good path.
Jason with the knife (by Siria and polo)
You think people have your back, they put up a front that shows you they care.
through the tough times , even when you are pulling all your hair
they support you when you need them, they give you advice you think is right.
They help you fly that nasty kite.
but sooner than later they take a stab at your heart,
like Jason from the movie Halloween, you can never get away
when all you want is to take a breath and scream
and it’s like someone took your voice like Ursula did to Ariel’s
you want the pain to go, you want to feel numb as if you had just bathed in ice water, but all the more the harder it gets
to forget the wound left in your back by that of the hand of those you trusted
like Caesar and roman senate.
trusting that person is as hard as trusiting another Bush to run the white house.
or its like Dodger fans loving barry bonds .
you so desperately search for someone to trust, for someone to help you, for someone to pick you up when your fallen.
but all you find are wounds that might heal but are never forgotten.
Wonders of life
Wonder how life would be like:
if you had all of the money in the world, like Bill Gates, Making billions.
If you were the president of the United states, like Obama changing the universe
The best Player in the NBA, like Kobe Bryant , everyone chanting M.V.P
A man that you see on the floor next to a liquor store asking for money, like Chris Gardener in Pursit of Happiness trying to support his family.
How it feels to be a single parent with 5 kids, when the man leaves his kids.
Wonder how life would be without youself on this earth.
How heaven would be , when you finally get your call.
life is too short to be living a perfect life full of ponders, try which you think brings you happiness.
(ending by Siria )
old friends are like your old favorite toy, u find a new one and u throw the old one away
